EDIT: Please listen to this music Secret Garden - Apassionata. It doesn't exactly fit with my feelings right now, 'cause I'm not this sad, but... OMG! It's so beautiful!!!!! It really makes my imagination flow,ir makes me want to write more fairytales!! So sweet and sad at the same time!! Yesterday it almost made me cry!!

...but even then she still believed in fairies.

Today I've broken up with Sam. Or he has broken up with me. Whatever.
Well, maybe he was not my Sam after all
Don't be sad nor worried. I'm incredibly fine. Life is complicated enough to complicate it even more with a complicated relationship like the one I had with him. I can't say I don't love him, 'cause it'd be a lie. But my feelings for him have changed. Now I feel kinda disappointed with the situation. With the problems he had and all, I already knew it wouldn't be easy; but I thought he would act different, and in the end I think I was more willing to fight for us than him. And this is not bad. We had to try it. And it went wrong. I'm not worried about it.
To be honest, a (big) part of me was hoping he'd break up with me. Or we both would break up with each other xDDD I know it sounds contradictory, but I just wanted to put an end to this never-ending story, whether it was a happy ending or not. I think this ending was the happy one xDDDDD
I haven't felt what I used to feel when I've opened the door and I've seen him. No small hearts floating everywhere in the room, no butterflies in my stomach. I just didn't know what to do, or what to say. In the end we've talked a lot, and we've said we'd be friends. I hope he'll be lucky and happy, but I honestly think we won't be friends in the end, I mean, the "real" definition of the word "friends". Like the relationship I have with =LechuguitaReverde, *Noe-Izumi, ~SusiKISS or =HadaMorgana. I think we'll be "someone-nice-to-talk-with-for-a-while" for each other.
I just don't believe that someone can be a real friend of another someone after breaking up. Maybe it's only 'cause I still haven't seen it myself.

But remember, kids: I still believe in fairies. Maybe this was not my fairytale after all!! But this doesn't mean I can't find another fairytale for me!!!
Even when life is hard and sometimes it acts like a bitch, and I know it and I believe it... even then I still see part of magic in it. Thanks to my friend Balbino (also called "Rubio"), I've realised that one of my most characteristic features (I dunno if it's one of my best ones or one of my worst ones, but it's one of them) is that I still believe in princesses and knights, fairies and enchanted frogs. And it's not bad, at least for me, 'cause it's what helps me confront the harsh reality. In the end, as Balbino used to say, I'm just a "dreamer girl". I'm just happy I'm not the only one

But well, boys and girls and enchanted frogs, life is a highway and I wanna ride it all night long xDDD

If you can, please listen to a song called "Somebody will" by Kelsey DiMarco. I LOVE IT.
And also, if you like celtic music, give "Secret Garden" a chance

I hope you enjoy both!!
I'll try to keep you informed


Kisses from Hobbiton!!
~Princess Fro~